#'but it costs more to keep u alive than it willto bury u' yes u sadistic bastard but u see
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i hate whomstve i am as a person
#u ever just kinda sit there and cry for an hr and s half#maybe even up to three hrs#bc uve come to the conclusion that even if u were truly capable of being loved you would not believe the person tryong to expressit#bc clearly theyre just out here trying to make u feel better bc ur bumming them out and bringing them down#im having a bad brain day#quite possibly thw worst brain day ive had since my cousin called me a waste of space#im not worththe money it costs to keep me alive but im also not worth the money itll cost to put me in the ground#'but it costs more to keep u alive than it willto bury u' yes u sadistic bastard but u see#i have a life insurance policy out on myself and in my mothers name and she just finally got her disability stuff#me dying would only force her off disabilty#the woman would inevitably blow thru the like $70grand and have nothing to fall back on#wveh#im finally calming down a bit im just havING emOTIONS
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